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I have realised that I wasted three years on you. I have lost a friend, someone whom I cared about deeply, yet you let me down again and again and again. What happened proved to be the final straw. You were right, I have changed, but not before you did. I kept quiet, feeling that it was not my place to comment about the change, yet you kept it up. Used me over and over again, even. Do not be conceited, you did do just that. But I am not asking for an apology, but for you to realise and admit to yourself the truth. I just want to let all this out. What has happened has happened.

On Saturday, October 31, 2009 at 10:51 PM

I suck (:

On Friday, July 3, 2009 at 2:31 PM

can't this thing heal any faster?

On Tuesday, June 9, 2009 at 11:32 PM

i've been thinking of you ever so much.
i just cant get you outta my mind.
why wont you just stop it.
i'm already trying my best. but you just keep appearing in my life..

sorry i haven't been updating.
i've not been feeling good these pasts few days.

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HAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAA.
I WAS JUST KIDDING.
THIS IS MARIKOtheLOVABLE!! hhahahahahhahahahhahaahhahahahahahhahaha.

On Wednesday, May 27, 2009 at 5:06 PM

What If- Coldplay

What if there was no light.
Nothing wrong, nothing right.
What if there was no time?
And no reason or rhyme?
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side.
That you don't want me there in your life.

What if I got it wrong?
And no poem or song..
Could put right what I got wrong,
Or make you feel I belong
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life.

Oooooh, that's right
Let's take a breath, jump over the side.
Oooooh, that's right
How can you know it if you don't even try?
Oooooh, that's right

Every step that you take
Could be your biggest mistake
It could bend or it could break
But that's the risk that you take
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there in your life.
That you don't want me there by your side.

Oooooh, that's right
Let's take a breath jump over the side.
Oooooh, that's right
How can you know it when you don't even try?
Oooooh, that's right

Oooooh, that's right
Let's take a breath jump over the side
Oooooh, that's right
You know that darkness always turns into light
Oooooh, that's right..

On Saturday, April 18, 2009 at 10:22 AM

Sparkling angel I believe
You were my savior in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.

Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door
There's no escape now
No mercy no more
No remorse cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

This world may have failed you,
It doesn't give you reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.

The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

=) So fitting.

On Saturday, April 4, 2009 at 9:33 PM

The only reason I continue running is because of my friends.

No, not the hypocrites or the laughable losers who only befriend others to get favors or satisfy their themselves.

On Thursday, April 2, 2009 at 10:15 PM

About me

Sadiqin
16
140892
JJian, ex CCKSIAN, ex CCKPS
1/5, 2/5, 3/7, 4/7, now 09S25!
Loves: God, family, friends. Followed by;
1. Anime!
2. Music; Muse, Coldplay, Oasis and any good songs =P
3. My wives; my PSP and my lappie (;
4. English; Reading, debating, discussing, anything goes baby =D

Don't sunder the heavens with your mighty blade; no one likes a bully.

wishlist/playlist: unconditional desires and musical fetishes

As for my As
Stop procrastinating
More Gundam figures (;
More PS3 games!
To be free of worries (I think too much)
Attend at least ONE Coldplay/ Oasis concert before I die... =P

1. Back To Me; The All American Rejects
2. Damn Girl; The All American Rejects
3. Breakin'; The All American Rejects
4. Roll With It; Oasis
5. Shakermaker; Oasis
6. Supermassive Blackhole; Muse
7. God Put A Smile On Your Face; Coldplay
8. Fix You; Coldplay
9. Scramble; Horie Yui
10. Do What You Want; Ok Go

Affiliates

4/7 class blog =P
The Pebblefort
Amanda
AMELIAAAAA! xD
Dina
Fadilah
Fatin
Fiona
Giant
Inn Tat
Iris
Jessica
Nabilah
Nicholas
Rahman a.k.a Kurt
Serene
Siok Kan
Stella
Stephanie
Sze Ming
Wee Keat
Wei Zhang
Wei Zhen
Woon Yong
Ying Lun
Zhen Yu a.k.a PENDEK
Zheng Wen
Zhi Min

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Everything I ask for

entréesprofilamisparlezmémoires
Bienvenue Layout: Everything I ask for Best viewed: Mozilla Firefox Screen: 1280X800 Disclaimers and whatever here.	I have realised that I wasted three years on you. I have lost a friend, someone whom I cared about deeply, yet you let me down again and again and again. What happened proved to be the final straw. You were right, I have changed, but not before you did. I kept quiet, feeling that it was not my place to comment about the change, yet you kept it up. Used me over and over again, even. Do not be conceited, you did do just that. But I am not asking for an apology, but for you to realise and admit to yourself the truth. I just want to let all this out. What has happened has happened. On Saturday, October 31, 2009 at 10:51 PM I suck (: On Friday, July 3, 2009 at 2:31 PM can't this thing heal any faster? On Tuesday, June 9, 2009 at 11:32 PM i've been thinking of you ever so much. i just cant get you outta my mind. why wont you just stop it. i'm already trying my best. but you just keep appearing in my life.. sorry i haven't been updating. i've not been feeling good these pasts few days. ......................................... ..................................... ................................ ........................... ....................... ................... ................ ............. .......... ....... ..... ... .. . HAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAA. I WAS JUST KIDDING. THIS IS MARIKOtheLOVABLE!! hhahahahahhahahahhahaahhahahahahahhahaha. On Wednesday, May 27, 2009 at 5:06 PM What If- Coldplay What if there was no light. Nothing wrong, nothing right. What if there was no time? And no reason or rhyme? What if you should decide That you don't want me there by your side. That you don't want me there in your life. What if I got it wrong? And no poem or song.. Could put right what I got wrong, Or make you feel I belong What if you should decide That you don't want me there by your side That you don't want me there in your life. Oooooh, that's right Let's take a breath, jump over the side. Oooooh, that's right How can you know it if you don't even try? Oooooh, that's right Every step that you take Could be your biggest mistake It could bend or it could break But that's the risk that you take What if you should decide That you don't want me there in your life. That you don't want me there by your side. Oooooh, that's right Let's take a breath jump over the side. Oooooh, that's right How can you know it when you don't even try? Oooooh, that's right Oooooh, that's right Let's take a breath jump over the side Oooooh, that's right You know that darkness always turns into light Oooooh, that's right.. On Saturday, April 18, 2009 at 10:22 AM Sparkling angel I believe You were my savior in my time of need. Blinded by faith I couldn't hear All the whispers, the warnings so clear. I see the angels, I'll lead them to your door. There's no escape now, No mercy no more. No remorse cause I still remember The smile when you tore me apart. You took my heart, Deceived me right from the start. You showed me dreams, I wished they'd turn into real. You broke a promise and made me realize. It was all just a lie. Sparkling angel, I couldn't see Your dark intentions, your feelings for me. Fallen angel, tell me why? What is the reason, the thorn in your eye? I see the angels, I'll lead them to your door There's no escape now No mercy no more No remorse cause I still remember The smile when you tore me apart You took my heart, Deceived me right from the start. You showed me dreams, I wished they'd turn into real. You broke a promise and made me realize. It was all just a lie. Could have been forever. Now we have reached the end. This world may have failed you, It doesn't give you reason why. You could have chosen a different path in life. The smile when you tore me apart. You took my heart, Deceived me right from the start. You showed me dreams, I wished they'd turn into real. You broke a promise and made me realize. It was all just a lie. Could have been forever. Now we have reached the end. =) So fitting. On Saturday, April 4, 2009 at 9:33 PM The only reason I continue running is because of my friends. No, not the hypocrites or the laughable losers who only befriend others to get favors or satisfy their themselves. On Thursday, April 2, 2009 at 10:15 PM	About me Sadiqin 16 140892 JJian, ex CCKSIAN, ex CCKPS 1/5, 2/5, 3/7, 4/7, now 09S25! Loves: God, family, friends. Followed by; 1. Anime! 2. Music; Muse, Coldplay, Oasis and any good songs =P 3. My wives; my PSP and my lappie (; 4. English; Reading, debating, discussing, anything goes baby =D Don't sunder the heavens with your mighty blade; no one likes a bully. wishlist/playlist: unconditional desires and musical fetishes As for my As Stop procrastinating More Gundam figures (; More PS3 games! To be free of worries (I think too much) Attend at least ONE Coldplay/ Oasis concert before I die... =P 1. Back To Me; The All American Rejects 2. Damn Girl; The All American Rejects 3. Breakin'; The All American Rejects 4. Roll With It; Oasis 5. Shakermaker; Oasis 6. Supermassive Blackhole; Muse 7. God Put A Smile On Your Face; Coldplay 8. Fix You; Coldplay 9. Scramble; Horie Yui 10. Do What You Want; Ok Go	Affiliates 4/7 class blog =P The Pebblefort Amanda AMELIAAAAA! xD Dina Fadilah Fatin Fiona Giant Inn Tat Iris Jessica Nabilah Nicholas Rahman a.k.a Kurt Serene Siok Kan Stella Stephanie Sze Ming Wee Keat Wei Zhang Wei Zhen Woon Yong Ying Lun Zhen Yu a.k.a PENDEK Zheng Wen Zhi Min	Shout out	By title By month July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 October 2009
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